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it just did what i thought it did.

this blog sucks. just deleted everything..........

well anyway.

tooo bad, i wrote up so much shit it just deleted on me.

collaboration of emotions and thoughts this week.

anyway, study mood has to kick in soon.. just been studying then falling alseep cuz i'm too tired these days..

thursday - business cramming

friday - eco cramming

sat/sun - chem/sor/english cramming (dead)

monday/tues - eco and bus cramcramcram last time

so that's my timetable i presume. i'll be having a 4 day break before my exams start from friday, so that's probably the time when the pressures on and i'll be studying.

good luck studying yr 11s!

i swear i wrote so much stuff, this bloody blogdrive thingo just had to delete my post.

- till next time...

 

oh my fucking god.

oh my fucking god.

no FUCKING way.

LOL @$%#&^^*^%$$#!#!%#^&**(!!!$^%&#%*

i love MY OWN boyfriend. BAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

this situation is ridiculous.

chattins; big chris . lil steph . jensta . hun . dizon . meh sha . yanz

omgot juss finished skool nd im so effin tired =( ahahah wen i wos walkn home caylas mom kindly drove me tu eastlakes THANX MOM ! i went tu wurk tu chek my times nd dens went grocery shopppin . cayla bought dis mad chunky ringgg ! hahah thanx cayla for tha summer roll ! awww BENJI IS SO CUTE xD

yerrr . skoool wos COOOOL =_____= hahaha isnt it always ?!

i neeeed musiq sumwun dl musiq for me PLSS !

okays ill blog tunyt aftah my sleeeep !

good night to everyone dass readin dis i.e. NOWUN !! ahahha cos nowun blogs or tags BWAHHAHA !

p.s PHUONG we gotto tok more LOL ahhahahha ;););););) u noe yyy !

chattins; jOhnerys . big chris & ryan2nv

omgOt its lyk ONE sumfin am >< nd i still habnt finished my assessment . im gonna sleep soon nd wake up early tomos tu do it =)) ahahahah

LOL big chris is doins his assessment tuuu ; hes got fcukin business nd i got food tech -__________________________- oo ii hate assessments !!

heheh tuday remo came out to hab coffee wif me =) & its almost 2 munfs !! yay* <3333333333333333333333333333

welps aftah coffee . everyone leftd and matthew-tha guy we met tuday PATRICK (SWIM SUIT MODEL)`s fwend LOL drove us tu world square so we culd buy lasagna ! we walkd back nd onlii hun . pdah & kenneth were left . sat @ starbux for a while den dey decided tu go saigon . dey ate nd ate nd ate den went pc ! i tried tu do my assessment but i culdnt =( ahaha remo went on gunbound omgOT long tym no playyy .. he went on my account nd played for me ! 

i see ur bumcrack pdah ;);)

okay shit i juss wasted so much time MWAHS GURLS !

GOOD LUCK HAYCAYS !

ohmygoddy! long time no bloggy!

we need some more posts happening girls!

soo how is everyone? i'm quite alright, just trying to get my chem assessment done within the next half hour so i can catch up on all my maths hw! i'm SOOOOOO behind in e v e r y t h i n g. i feel ridiculous!

on a happier note. we did our business operations today! we made profit $$ and thankfully, everyone around us (aka, "competitors") are also making profit too. it's great! all for charity, for a good cause.

i'm also full of thoughts these days. some things just ponder about in my head, and i just leave it hanging. i should do something about it, but it's so hard to... this is when i feel stupid. my life's going to revolve around my family friends and school from year 12. because i've got a position at school where i am expected to dedicate half of hayley to olsh college. the other half is most definately to those whom are special to me.

succeeding and achieving has always been a priority to me. not in everything, but with my best efforts and support i most definately want to. that's been my goal eversince i stepped into olsh.

but my point is. do i have time and the committment for another person? am i able to handle and juggle all those things at once?

sometimes i think i can. i've been thinking about it alot.. but in all honesty, i am admitting that i am a stresshead. and the things that occur already in my daily life is overwhelming, particularly family situations and school.

and if i do dedcide to build a relationship, would that be a burden to me? or something completely opposite? sure, it will be both. but, the burden is still there. extra happiness and support, but, the burden is just still there.

that's why i don't want to risk it. that's why i should stay focused on other things in my life right now that's already a part of me. nothing more. and that's why i think it's time to let go..

as much as i want to,

.. this is for the better.

-haylz

chattins; sushiii . sammy . andy . phillip . hunnnny . amanda . kevin BIGSHIT . mandy . meh-sha . tiik & my niggah RYAN <3; but hes not reply GRRR* LOL

omgOt im so tireddd !! i wanna sleeep =(

newaiis

- tudays wos skool fotos >< ahhaha nd i didnt take ne =pPpp

- i did my eng speech 1.47 minutes HAHAHA

- died on ogalOs&prago sauce PLUS ezway . killld a whole chicken nd munched on sum new chocolate pringle shit form cadbury LOL

- awwwww how sweeet my mommmy wants tu cut me apples tu eat ROFLCAKES !

- i effin lost 10 bux tuday ahhaha fuckn i wos complainin all day !!

- omgoshh didnt seee most ob my group tuday ESPECIALLY SAMMY =(

CAYLA YEOH MY CUPCAKE I LOVE U !!!!

sawww remo tuday =) shit happnd >< but its all good nows =D LOL im usin all dese emotions xP

GOOD NYT MY FRIENDS !

hayley says: "estelle...i think im really dizzy"

10 minutes later...

"estelle..i think im really red!"

2 minutes later///

"estelle...i think im really dizzy"

thats how our night went

haylz, how much fun did we have aye

 

 

EDIT by haylz: hhahh TOO much fun and FUNNINESS.

hello its cayla here.

havnt blogged in awhile, so yes.. i feel like i should blog.

we've got less than 5 more wks till the hols. exams are coming up in just 4 more weeks. btw: if anyone is reading this.. can you please help me choose 2 songs out of these 4 i have chosen, because i need opinions from people. i have a choice between these four songs. these are the follwoing songs: (this is for my music performance.)

1) imagine: John Lennon (put up in a females register.)

2) truly, madly, deeply: darren hayes ("  ")

3)  special two: Missy Higgens

and

4) I'll remember: Madonna

thankyou.

arghhh we have school photo's on monday. im going to wear glasses. shhhh. =P

going to attend the music and dat exhibition/ display at school next weds arvo. its going to be awsome. come along !  

yesterday we heard all the speeches from the nominees who got chosen to be in the running for school captain and vice cap. the speeches were all so good. GOODLUCK TO HAYLEY PAK and don't worry you did wonderful. stress less hunny and best of LUCK =D love you. theres the cafe to look forards too !

promoting :

HC's CAFE @ the fyfe !!!

we're selling:

- COFFEE, TEA, HOT CHOC

-COOKIES, CAKES, LOLLIES

hope you can join us on: thursday and friday next week.

tomorrow im planning to go and watch the movie "snakes on a plane" with david. the movie starts at 10. omg... so early !!! it looks scary. then we're going to the open day at UTS. meeting up with sammy, JD and elodie. (anyone planning to come, your more than welcomed to.) then right after that david, sammy and i might go to the powerhouse museum to exhibit some design stuff, which would be quite educational and fun =)

<3 cayla xx

ta ta ta  

 

 

in eco agen ; dis time wif kaizel* & diana !   

umm i juss did my bio speech >< it wos so badd hahahaha i wos so effin embarrassed !

omgott wurk tudaiis till EIGHT =/ nd RETREAT for the next two days

 

diana is gabber fo yo ass mothers, peace

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hi skankyskuttlbuttzz!~#!!!watz doooooooooonnnn????@?@!?@?

i think i want to dye my hair:
people:

black: 13230548273402384 votes
any other colour: 0

maybe ill go black then...