it just did what i thought it did.
this blog sucks. just deleted everything..........
well anyway.
tooo bad, i wrote up so much shit it just deleted on me.
collaboration of emotions and thoughts this week.
anyway, study mood has to kick in soon.. just been studying then falling alseep cuz i'm too tired these days..
thursday - business cramming
friday - eco cramming
sat/sun - chem/sor/english cramming (dead)
monday/tues - eco and bus cramcramcram last time
so that's my timetable i presume. i'll be having a 4 day break before my exams start from friday, so that's probably the time when the pressures on and i'll be studying.
good luck studying yr 11s!
i swear i wrote so much stuff, this bloody blogdrive thingo just had to delete my post.
- till next time...
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Thursday, September 14, 2006 12:08 am (aaacehs)
oh my fucking god.
oh my fucking god.
no FUCKING way.
LOL @$%#&^^*^%$$#!#!%#^&**(!!!$^%&#%*
i love MY OWN boyfriend. BAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
this situation is ridiculous.
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Monday, September 11, 2006 07:43 pm (aaacehs)
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Thursday, August 31, 2006 11:59 pm (aaacehs)
ohmygoddy! long time no bloggy!
we need some more posts happening girls!
soo how is everyone? i'm quite alright, just trying to get my chem assessment done within the next half hour so i can catch up on all my maths hw! i'm SOOOOOO behind in e v e r y t h i n g. i feel ridiculous!
on a happier note. we did our business operations today! we made profit $$ and thankfully, everyone around us (aka, "competitors") are also making profit too. it's great! all for charity, for a good cause.
i'm also full of thoughts these days. some things just ponder about in my head, and i just leave it hanging. i should do something about it, but it's so hard to... this is when i feel stupid. my life's going to revolve around my family friends and school from year 12. because i've got a position at school where i am expected to dedicate half of hayley to olsh college. the other half is most definately to those whom are special to me.
succeeding and achieving has always been a priority to me. not in everything, but with my best efforts and support i most definately want to. that's been my goal eversince i stepped into olsh.
but my point is. do i have time and the committment for another person? am i able to handle and juggle all those things at once?
sometimes i think i can. i've been thinking about it alot.. but in all honesty, i am admitting that i am a stresshead. and the things that occur already in my daily life is overwhelming, particularly family situations and school.
and if i do dedcide to build a relationship, would that be a burden to me? or something completely opposite? sure, it will be both. but, the burden is still there. extra happiness and support, but, the burden is just still there.
that's why i don't want to risk it. that's why i should stay focused on other things in my life right now that's already a part of me. nothing more. and that's why i think it's time to let go..
as much as i want to,
.. this is for the better.
-haylz
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Thursday, August 31, 2006 05:25 pm (aaacehs)
chattins; sushiii . sammy . andy . phillip . hunnnny . amanda . kevin BIGSHIT . mandy . meh-sha . tiik & my niggah RYAN <3; but hes not reply GRRR* LOL
omgOt im so tireddd !! i wanna sleeep =(
newaiis
- tudays wos skool fotos >< ahhaha nd i didnt take ne =pPpp
- i did my eng speech 1.47 minutes HAHAHA
- died on ogalOs&prago sauce PLUS ezway . killld a whole chicken nd munched on sum new chocolate pringle shit form cadbury LOL
- awwwww how sweeet my mommmy wants tu cut me apples tu eat ROFLCAKES !
- i effin lost 10 bux tuday ahhaha fuckn i wos complainin all day !!
- omgoshh didnt seee most ob my group tuday ESPECIALLY SAMMY =(
CAYLA YEOH MY CUPCAKE I LOVE U !!!!
sawww remo tuday =) shit happnd >< but its all good nows =D LOL im usin all dese emotions xP
GOOD NYT MY FRIENDS !
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Monday, August 28, 2006 07:35 pm (aaacehs)
hayley says: "estelle...i think im really dizzy"
10 minutes later...
"estelle..i think im really red!"
2 minutes later///
"estelle...i think im really dizzy"
thats how our night went
haylz, how much fun did we have aye
EDIT by haylz: hhahh TOO much fun and FUNNINESS.
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Sunday, August 27, 2006 09:57 am (aaacehs)
hello its cayla here.
havnt blogged in awhile, so yes.. i feel like i should blog.
we've got less than 5 more wks till the hols. exams are coming up in just 4 more weeks. btw: if anyone is reading this.. can you please help me choose 2 songs out of these 4 i have chosen, because i need opinions from people. i have a choice between these four songs. these are the follwoing songs: (this is for my music performance.)
1) imagine: John Lennon (put up in a females register.)
2) truly, madly, deeply: darren hayes (" ")
3) special two: Missy Higgens
and
4) I'll remember: Madonna
thankyou.
arghhh we have school photo's on monday. im going to wear glasses. shhhh. =P
going to attend the music and dat exhibition/ display at school next weds arvo. its going to be awsome. come along !
yesterday we heard all the speeches from the nominees who got chosen to be in the running for school captain and vice cap. the speeches were all so good. GOODLUCK TO HAYLEY PAK and don't worry you did wonderful. stress less hunny and best of LUCK =D love you. theres the cafe to look forards too !
promoting :
HC's CAFE @ the fyfe !!!
we're selling:
- COFFEE, TEA, HOT CHOC
-COOKIES, CAKES, LOLLIES
hope you can join us on: thursday and friday next week.
tomorrow im planning to go and watch the movie "snakes on a plane" with david. the movie starts at 10. omg... so early !!! it looks scary. then we're going to the open day at UTS. meeting up with sammy, JD and elodie. (anyone planning to come, your more than welcomed to.) then right after that david, sammy and i might go to the powerhouse museum to exhibit some design stuff, which would be quite educational and fun =)
<3 cayla xx
ta ta ta
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Friday, August 25, 2006 09:03 am (aaacehs)
in eco agen ; dis time wif kaizel* & diana !
umm i juss did my bio speech >< it wos so badd hahahaha i wos so effin embarrassed !
omgott wurk tudaiis till EIGHT =/ nd RETREAT for the next two days
diana is gabber fo yo ass mothers, peace
hi skankyskuttlbuttzz!~#!!!watz doooooooooonnnn????@?@!?@?![]()
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006 01:34 pm (aaacehs)
i think i want to dye my hair:
people:
black: 13230548273402384 votes
any other colour: 0
maybe ill go black then...
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Monday, August 14, 2006 09:23 pm (aaacehs)
It's all about those seven::
x annie xia x
x amanda bell x
14 march 9o` born;
thai-aussie` ethnicity;
provider of high-quality+free hugs`status
getPERSONAL
13.nOv.89` born;
CHINESE chicken` ethnicity;
attached ` status
x cayla yeoh x
27 feb 90` born pisces;
malaysian` ethnicity;
cupcakes` [ hearts ] david` 060111 ` status
getPERSONAL
x estelle lee x
12 october 89` born;
korean` ethnicity;
<33 attached 140606` status
x hayley pak x
2 november 89` born;
korean` ethnicity;
unattached ` status
x samantha fong x
11 august 89` born;
chinese` ethnicity;
unattatched `status
September++
`12; stelle&haylz ext eng due
`18; estelle ancient history
`18; annie biology
`18; aileen and amanda ipt
`19; cayla and aileen music
`19; amanda society and culture
`19; cayla legal studies
`19; estelle physics
`2o; hayley & annie economics
`2o; haylz//caylz//amanda business
`21; amanda geography
`21; annie food technology
`21; aehs chemistry
`21; aaacehs SOR1
`22; aaacehs english
`22; sammy and annie hoop
`25; aaacehs maths2U
`25; sammy visual arts
`26; cayla and sammy DAT
`26; leeng//haylz//stell ext maths
photos++
*Yr 10 OLSH Formal
*SE7EN - Girls Day Out
*Cayla's Sweet 16th
*Audrey's Sweet 16th
*BBQ @ Sammys
*Picnic Day
*Sammy's 17th Birthday
*Year 11 Retreat
*David's 17th Birthday
wishlist++
x aileen;;
+
x amanda;;
x annie;;
x cayla;;
x estelle;;
+ gold or black flats
+ CLOTHES
+ wallet
x hayley;;
+ white simple dress
+ cute target dress
+ kagui flat points
+ new s&b jeans
+ zebra flats from shoobiz
+ pressie for someone! ;)
x sammy;;
+ sunglasses
+ black & red nail polish
+ wallet&handbags
+ flats and heels
+ belts
+ cotton on coat
+ bonds hoodie
+ tees and singlets
+ bond underwear & shorts
+ lee short shorts
+ ipod nano
+ digital camera
+ balleros & jackets
+ dvds; too many to name
+ few summer&cocktail dresses
+ new black skinnies
+ superman shirt
+ black & red stilletos
+ whole rack of jewellery
+ cookie&cream hershey chocolate